My Story, from our sister, Anonymous

 


Sister M... has not been inside a Kingdom Hall or assembly site in over seven years. M.... was a very healthy person when she and her husband were invited to Bethel.  She worked in the printing department and became ill when around the ink so they transfered her to someplace else and she got worse so they made her a secretary.  The problem with that was that the office had new carpet and paneling and M... took such a nose dive she almost died.  She was in the hospital for months.  Then she was an out-patient for about ten months.  She became sensitive to everything.

She could not be around ANYTHING.  The friends here helped her and her husband to build a little house on a mountain away from electric lines and asphalt roads and car exhaust and chemicals of any kind.
M......  is much better now.  She drives to my house once a week and visits for about an hour.  She would love to stay longer but if she does she can not walk.  By the time she leaves, and my house is chemically free, her speach is slurred and she has to drag her legs. 

She has a special car which is equipped with a special filter and machine so she can lie down in it with those things running until she is able to move enough to drive home. 

M......'s husband is an elder  here in  Arizona.  We have so many people here who can not stand perfume that few people still wear it.  We also have a 'clean room' which has its own air exchange system and no carpet and an ozone machine. That is why we moved here from  CA. 

Here we can take part because we have our own microphone without everyones aftershave on it and a large glass wall so we can watch all the meeting.  It is not perfect but people really do understand.  Yet this environment is so much more chemically free (No Pesticides) than most, that people get well enough to sit in the main auditorium.

I am not nearly as bad as M..... ,   but certain perfumes will make me bleed from the nose, throat, bladder, vagina and rectum.  I sometimes do not know who I am or where I am or how I got there if I am exposed to new carpet or fiber board or paint. Oil based paints will make my heart stop beating long enough to make me lose conciousness and then it will beat over 200 beats minute.  I have been warned to stay away from this stuff so that I do not have a stroke or heart attack. 

The physical things do not bother me as much as the emotional but it is obvious that if my lips and hands begin to swell within ten seconds of being exposed to fabric softener, that my brain will also swell.  It makes me on the verge of tears instantly.  How do you stay away from fabric softener?  It is everywhere.  I have to keep all my windows and doors closed when my neighbors do laundry.  I hate the weakness of tears and so do not give in to these overpowering emotions unless I am alone. 

My love to you dear 
Sister. I think I used to sign my letters to you,
Love and perfume free hugs
Anonymous